shit. i crashed my car the other day (not my car, my dad’s car) and knocked over a sign. it wasn’t even a big deal, i didn’t get stuck or break any glass or lights or anything.

but now i am nervous all the time. i just got back from a film (spanglish) and my heart is pounding from the drive. my hands are all clammy. my back is stiff from being tense. as soon as i stood up out of my car, i fell down on the ice.
for once, i am looking forward to getting back on public transit.